Perimeters
Every man, woman and child on the planet lives their lives
within a series of concentric circles, growing ever wider as they move forward
in time. And then, at some point, they meet a stop, and the circles begin to contract,
at which point the wanderer arrives home again. These circles only seem
to embrace geographic areas; but they mark a spiritual territory that has
little to do with geography and much to do with the life of the spirit, which
knows only the frontiers of the heart. In what we sometimes mistakenly call
“real life,” the mind retains all the circles we have passed through during our
brief hour on the stage, and we may visit them whenever we like. Occasionally,
like persistent angels, they crash into our reality unbidden. When William
Faulkner said that the past was not over – “It is not even past” – he was
thinking of these message bearing angels who affect our lives sometimes more
powerfully than the reality that lies directly under our noses. Man is a
considering, thought bearing being. Like Odysseus, who bore his father out of
burning Troy on his shoulders, he carries the past with him wherever he goes.
And as a father speaks to his son of serious things, the past solicitously pours
its wisdom into his ears. Remember, my dear nephews and nieces, God whispers
in the whirlwind. You must pay close attention.
World War II ended in Europe about 1945-46, in May and June
as it happened, when the Rose of Sharon bush outside my mother’s window at One
Suffield Street, had put forth its fragrant flowers. What followed the war –
what always
follows decisive wars – was, discounting the Korean “police action,” a
protracted peace and the consequent alarming growth of a rededicated America.
Though he still woke up at night turning in the iron mechanical jaws that had
ripped the bodies of his fellow soldiers in the Marshall Islands, Charlie
healed. The Mandirola brothers were together again. They married, and ever
after were called by twos: Charlie and Mary, John and Nell, Tom and Dotty, Ray
and Leatrice.
Clay Hill – so called because if you drove a spade into the
ground, you would hit unforgiving clay about one foot down – marked one border of
our family’s various concentric circles. It included the whole of our immediate
neighborhood, the access to Main Street, the houses of most of my fast friends:
Dave Sheridan, Phil Lombardi, Mike Grady, Mac McConnell, Fudzie Fuller, Con
O’Leary and many others. My brother and sister’s friends and enemies also were
Clayhillers. Ella (Tambussi) Grasso, later to be elected governor – the first
woman in the United States who won the governorship in her own right – was a
Clayhiller. Drive a spade into her and, just beneath the skin, you would have
hit adamantine clay, the sort of clay God molded in his hands before he made
Adam and then pulled Eve from Adam’s rib. Salt of the Italian earth was she.
Most of Ella’s biographers either do not know or will not
mention that before she launched her political career, Tambusi was a Republican.
It was Dr. Carniglia who drew her aside one day and said to her, “Ella, if you
are serious about winning office in Windsor Locks, you had best re-register as
a Democrat.”
Nearly the whole town – with the exception of a few brave holdouts
such as my father and a handful of other Alamo-like Republicans – were ardent
Roosevelt-Truman Democrats. As my father, a political visionary, explained,
“It’s all they knew.” The political tide in Connecticut, following the death of
Saint Roosevelt and the accession to the presidency of “Giv’em Hell Harry”
Truman, clearly favored Democrats. It would be a mistake to think my mother was
indifferent about politics, but she was less fiercely attached to political
parties than my father or some few other molecular Republicans in town. Frank
did not mind at all swimming against the political stream. In fact, he found it
exhilarating and would have appreciated G. K. Chesterton’s remark, had he been
familiar with it, that it is never a trouble to float downstream: Even a dead
body may float with the current, but only a live body can swim against it.
Truman was the first President I saw in the flesh. I cannot
remember the year or occasion. He was passing through Windsor Locks on his way
to some important political function in Massachusetts. I recall walking with my
father to the train station, a building now in disarray and unused, within
sight of our house. A small crowd of fervent Democrats was milling about,
waiting for the train to inch by the station at a speed slow enough so that the
audience could see and applaud the president. So it happened: The train slowly
ambled along as it approached the station, and there on the caboose, with two
men in dark clothes bookending him, was Truman, dressed in white and wearing a
white hat, smiling at the crowd and waving placidly as the train moved away
from the station, a figure growing smaller and smaller, finally disappearing as
the train got up speed. My father had hoisted me on his shoulders.
“Did you see the president?”
He unhoisted me, put me on the ground, knelt before me so
that our eyes were level. The last dying hoot of the train faded away. His eyes
were flames, and my own eyes sympathetically caught fire.
I was nine years old, two years beyond the Age of Reason,
when “I love Ike” was persuaded by a group of Republican panjandrums to run for
president. General Dwight “Ike” Eisenhower’s sleeve had been tugged by both
Republicans and Democrats, but he had adroitly escaped their claws. After
considering a Shermanesque denial of interest in the presidency – "I will
not accept if nominated, and will not serve if elected” – Ike yielded at
last to importunate Republicans. His campaign was the first successful presidential
draft of the 20th century that did not involve an active politician.
In 1952, Ike defeated Democratic nominee
for President Adlai Stevenson and became the 34th president of the
United States. Of the two, Stevenson had been the brainier and wittier. In the 1952
campaign, Stevenson reminded a New York audience that “Laws are never as effective as habits.” Democrats in New York habitually
voted for Democrats. And in Denver, Colorado, Stevenson told his appreciative
audience, “Man does not live by words alone, despite the fact that sometimes he
has to eat them.” It would have taken God and the Devil working in tandem to
the same purpose to wring such witty favors from Ike.
But Ike had won the war, and Stevenson didn’t.
Americans were determined to show their appreciation. My father was equally determined
to help install Ike and Dick Nixon, a Vice Presidential candidate Eisenhower
chose to mollify conservative Republicans stung by Ohio Senator Robert Taft’s questionable
loss to Eisenhower during the 1952 Republican National Convention in Chicago.
And so it was that
sometime that year my father showed up in the driveway with a battered truck.
My mother, peering out the window, let out an Amazonian like scream that
shivered the timbers of the house on One Suffield Street.
“Jesus, Mary and
Joseph, your father has bought a DUMP TRUCK!
We all ran to the
window to see. And true enough, there was Dad in his business attire exiting a
Ford truck, the bed of which, I could not help notice, was severely scarred and
rusted. He slammed the door, which squeaked and gave off a screaming sound of
metal being pounded on an anvil. If my mother had been an Italian Marquesa of
the preceding century, she would at this point have fainted and fallen
cautiously to the floor, a lace hanky pressed to her fluttering nostrils. But
she was Rose, who had survived a half dozen children not her own, as well as
the births of both James and the TWINS, one of whom – me – she had given over
to my Aunt Nell to preserve her sanity.
Rose rushed to the
back door to intercede with my father and persuade him to return this dilapidated
trade-in and retrieve his less than two year old car. In the hallway leading to
the kitchen, much Italian passed between them. As they entered the kitchen, the
Italian verbiage trailed behind them in whispers and disappeared like the jet streams
one sometimes sees melting into a cloudless blue sky.
Dad had not bought
the truck, we learned later. He had borrowed it and left his Buick at the home
of the truck’s owner, so that the gentleman who was kind enough to lend my
father the truck could go about his daily business, while my father attended to
his. The owner of the truck was the supervisor of the local dump who my father
once – and only once – had invited over the house to take coffee one Sunday
when he thought my mother would not be at home. He had miscalculated. My father
first met Alfeo during one of his dump picking jaunts. Introducing himself, he learned their
families had come from the same province in Italy. Dad told Alfeo he was in the
market for house shutters.
Alfeo pressed his
palms to the side of his head in mock astonishment.
“Come on, you knew,
eh?”
Someone only
two days earlier had dropped off a
load of shutters, used but serviceable. They needed a good wire brushing and a
couple of coats of paint. Dad secured the shutters on the spot and attempted to
press ten dollars – these were 1952 dollars, remember, real money – upon a
reluctant Alfeo.
“What,” Alfeo demurred,
spreading his arms to indicate his domain, the king of all he surveyed, “You
father from Piedmonte, no? My father too.”
Frank could not deny
it; he would have to accept the generous gesture of friendship, and he did,
inviting Alfeo over for some refreshments the following Sunday. Alfeo soon
became acquainted with two of the Mandirola brothers, the inseparable Tommy and
Charlie, who proved to be faithful and frequent customers. They all did a
flourishing business with each other.
Unfortunately, Alfeo
had not dressed up for his Sunday meeting with my father; he came directly from
the dump and carried with him in his clothes odors of burning leaves and tires
mingled with the usual smorgasbord of dump smells, which clung to my mother’s
curtains despite her unflagging efforts to rid the house of Alfeo’s shadowy but
pungent after-odor. Following their friendly meeting over dark coffee and Budino
di Ricotta, Frank was advised never, NEVER EVER, to entertain Alfeo
in the house, unless he could assure his wife that he had been hosed down
first.
Dave Sheridan’s
sniffer was sharper than my own or Phil Lombardi’s. These were two of my close
friends and neighbors from Clay Hill whom I, at my father’s bidding, had
recruited to plaster Windsor Locks and parts of Suffield with “You Win When You
Vote For IKE AND DICK” posters.
Once in the bed of
the truck, Sheridan’s nose began twitching. Sucked through his nostrils, the
odor finally crashed headlong into his brain cells.
“What’s that?” he
asked no one in particular, suddenly alarmed.
Lombardi put his snout
under his left arm pit and sniffed.
“It’s the truck,” I
offered. “Dad borrowed it from the dump guy.”
This settled the
mystery of the vagrant odors to everyone’s satisfaction. It wasn’t one of us.
Part of the morning
was spent fending off Democrats and their vicious dogs, neither of which took
kindly to political proselytizing. Dad kept the dump truck for two days, during
which time we littered the town with fliers, returning home smelling like
festering lilies. Dad switched the vehicles with the dump guy, and my mother
suffered the Buick’s foul odor until Elizabeth Grady, who lived across the
street in what we called the peninsula, a triangle-shaped piece of real estate
that included the Grady-Lombardi duplex, once a barn, and Juni Quagaroli’s gas
and auto repair shop, brought over a spritzer bottle containing a purifying fragrance
– frankincense, I surmised, once used by the Wise Men to purge the original crèche
of sheep and cow odor during the First Noel. My mother liberally aspersed the
car interior, the kitchen chair where Alfeo had reposed munching his Budino di
Ricotta, and finally her curtains, cesspools of musty dump odor.
Such was my
introduction to politics, about which my mother had often said, “Never discuss
religion or politics at the supper table,” where, of course, both were
discussed, particularly on festal occasions such as Thanksgiving and Christmas,
when the entire extended family could gather to violate my mother’s
proscriptions.
My father insisted
on probing his children, and he would not take “I dunno” for an answer to any
of his questions.
Dad: So then, what were
you all about today? Jim, anything special?
Jim: The usual [It
was a weekend].
Dad: Don?
Don: No, Dad. Just
stuff.
Dad: Donna?
Donna: Part of the
day I spent with Maureen Carniglia. She has a pretty extensive doll house now.
It wasn’t always a doll house. It’s a converted building that was once, I
think, a garden shed used by her grandfather. He kept rhubarb in there, and
some veggies. Maureen’s father is very good at carpentry, and so he made it over
for her. Because he likes her, you know. He likes her a lot. You could tell. Anyway
we were fixing it up, making curtains…
She went on this way
for a few minutes. After a while, it became obvious to everyone – especially Jim,
who was making groaning faces with his eyes – that Donna was preparing to goose
Dad for a like favor, though on a smaller scale. Maureen, like Susan Beltrandi,
was a big, go-for-broke thinker. Donna was more pragmatic. When she finished,
Dad said he was pleased that at least one of his children had some exciting and
fresh news to report.
What a pity Dad had never question Jim on the occasion of the great hair bonfire. It would have been a splendid interrogation, as I sometimes imagined.
What a pity Dad had never question Jim on the occasion of the great hair bonfire. It would have been a splendid interrogation, as I sometimes imagined.
Dad: (to Jim) So, how
did Levio Curti’s hair catch on fire?
We all would have been astounded, but for my mother, who nearly always had the advantage of inside information. Donna’s eyes might have popped ever
so slightly, and on her face would be written, as if on a billboard, THIS SHOULD BE GOOD.
Waves of fearful
anticipation would have swept over me. How did my father know these things, almost
immediately after they had happened? Were any of us safe from his omniscience?
Was there no privacy in this chattering town? Was the town itself a public confessional
in which sins imparted to priests sworn to a holy secrecy were instantly
broadcasted to every nosey neighbor on the street? In the present case, Jesuitical
dissimulation was impossible. The trial had been heard; the verdict was in; the
judge was staring at the, as yet, unrepentant co-conspirator, patiently awaiting
an answer. Would Jim be able to handle this interrogation diplomatically, safely
extracting himself from the drama?
Jim likely would have rambled hurriedly
through the story. He and cousin Bill Mandirola and Leo and Livio Curti were examining
some of the old machinery, now discarded, that laid about the grounds just outside
the lumber yard in the woods in back of our house. The rusted machinery had long
since been retired from service. Leo or his brother wondered whether any of it
was still useful. Bill and Jim watched them from afar expostulating with each
other. You cannot imagine how surprised they were when Livio, the less accomplished
of the two brothers, uncapped a gas tank on what appeared to be an old
harrowing machine and, unable to penetrate the blackness of the tank, fetched
in his pocket for a match. The first match revealed nothing, the second
nothing, the third nothing. But he struck luck with the fourth. Throwing it
into the tank, the old machine responded by burping up a fireball that ignited
Livio’s once abundant hair. Leo grabbed his brother, hustled him to the brook
and plunged his head underwater – once, twice, three times. Here, Jim and Bill
intervened, pulling the enraged Leo off his dripping, half drowned, scorched
brother who, lacking gills, had been having difficulty breathing underwater. Leo’s hair was sizzled
and much shorter; his eyebrows had all but disappeared. Perhaps they would be able to pass off the self-immolation
as a bad home administered haircut and so save themselves a wupping from their
father. Their father usually beat them outside, so as to avoid damage to his furniture.
And Donna might have remarked, with a slight wink, "Just the usual, Dad."
My father, of course, was not omniscient or omnipresent. But the neighborhood was -- full of scores of eyes, ears and wagging tongues. My mother was of two minds about the wagging tongues, some of them more reliable than others. She was fiercely protective of her children on the one hand; on the other, she knew gossip was poisonous, even as she, and much of the neighborhood, feasted on it.
This feasting was done over coffee and cigarettes in my mother's kitchen. When later my mother went to work in a mill on the canal bank -- The Montgomery Co. Est. 1871 Decorative And Electric Tinsel -- both the audience and the cast of characters grew larger. The gossip that floated around the milling machines at Montgomery's was of a rare quality. My brother and sister regarded the mill as a sinister font of gossip, some of it much more reliable than the items one found in newspapers. My mother took her gossip with tons of salt. The danger was that there were people in the town who could not distinguish between gospel truth and kitchen tripe.
My father, of course, was not omniscient or omnipresent. But the neighborhood was -- full of scores of eyes, ears and wagging tongues. My mother was of two minds about the wagging tongues, some of them more reliable than others. She was fiercely protective of her children on the one hand; on the other, she knew gossip was poisonous, even as she, and much of the neighborhood, feasted on it.
This feasting was done over coffee and cigarettes in my mother's kitchen. When later my mother went to work in a mill on the canal bank -- The Montgomery Co. Est. 1871 Decorative And Electric Tinsel -- both the audience and the cast of characters grew larger. The gossip that floated around the milling machines at Montgomery's was of a rare quality. My brother and sister regarded the mill as a sinister font of gossip, some of it much more reliable than the items one found in newspapers. My mother took her gossip with tons of salt. The danger was that there were people in the town who could not distinguish between gospel truth and kitchen tripe.
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